this weather makes so sense whatsoever.
- Edmund Lee (via 13thmoon)
several times now i’ve felt that i’ve gotten to the point of no return…
this has happened over the last few months. i’ve fallen down and i’ve caught myself just in time, strengthening myself as much as i could.
there is a storm in my soul, i’ve no cure for it. it does not want to be cured. it is festering inside me like a dearest companion and one’s deathliest enemy.
i am solitary. i am lonely. i am a flickering light, endlessly searching, endlessly longing. a desire so deep, its roots will stay forever a part of my being.
yet, i feel that without this torment, i would miss an intrinsic part of me.
sometimes i feel like i am not a person. sometimes i feel like i’m the decadent song of a full moon’s night; a shiver in the crevices of a soul; a sliver of a passing thought; an alien landscape; a concept not yet known, perhaps never to be discovered. sometimes i feel like i am nothing at all and life is too daunting a task for me, simply because i am not made to belong here. sometimes i wish i was so much more…
maybe i was made to be nothing else but myself. but who am i?
- Warsan Shire (via imfantasyparade)