"Surround yourself with the dreamers and the doers, the believers and thinkers, but most of all, surround yourself with those who see the greatness within you, even when you don’t see it yourself."
- Edmund Lee (via 13thmoon)
i don’t know anything anymore
several times now i’ve felt that i’ve gotten to the point of no return…
this has happened over the last few months. i’ve fallen down and i’ve caught myself just in time, strengthening myself as much as i could.
everything’s fine
i swear
there is a storm in my soul, i’ve no cure for it. it does not want to be cured. it is festering inside me like a dearest companion and one’s deathliest enemy.
i am solitary. i am lonely. i am a flickering light, endlessly searching, endlessly longing. a desire so deep, its roots will stay forever a part of my being.
yet, i feel that without this torment, i would miss an intrinsic part of me.
sometimes i feel like i am not a person. sometimes i feel like i’m the decadent song of a full moon’s night; a shiver in the crevices of a soul; a sliver of a passing thought; an alien landscape; a concept not yet known, perhaps never to be discovered. sometimes i feel like i am nothing at all and life is too daunting a task for me, simply because i am not made to belong here. sometimes i wish i was so much more…
maybe i was made to be nothing else but myself. but who am i?
"I am a lover without a lover. I am lovely and lonely and I belong deeply to myself."
- Warsan Shire (via imfantasyparade)
(Source: quote-book, via purplefairies)
